no film photos developed, no community group project done. No fucking things done. and it’s not even because of me. CVS denied wet film, idea for project messed up and people changed to shoot …haunted houses ( which is freezing in this weather and sounds nothing “community” at all) and while I’m so mad, so frustrated, so tired and so busy cursing, I left the cellphones in my friends’ car on the way back from CVS.
So that’s how my first winter term class screwed up. and how my day screwed up too.
I’m praying that I’m not failing this. I’m praying that my young and inexperienced professor is thoughtful enough, flexible enough, open-minded enough to realize that it’s just not my faults things get so fucked up. Please!!!
Not to mention that I’m reading a novel from Jeffrey Archer, in which a man is sentenced to over 20 years because of the crime he didn’t commit. The unfairness adds up to my anger and the gloomy day. I suddenly feel like giving up on the book already, even though it’s just the beginning…
lol hate today so much, I’ll go shower, hoping that I’ll feel better, after all.
